And so this is cancer

The lump is bad.  How bad I’m not sure but carcinoma is seen in the cells taken by the biopsy.  My GP is letting my ‘team’ know i.e. my endocrinologist, my gynaecologist…they’re all on hold until I see some other ‘ologists’ tomorrow and over the next few days.  She expects I’ll be scheduled for surgery within a week or so. 

Not sure how to feel about this yet.  I know it’s highly treatable so I’m not so concerned about that.  I’m a little frightened of some of the treatments themselves as unfortunately I already know too much about cancer.  It’s ridiculous to ask ‘why me’ because…why not me?

Seriously though…..WTF?????